I Don’t Know Yet

I don’t know what this blog is yet, and that’s the problem.

I am stuck in analysis paralysis – which is just a mechanism to keep me from writing.

Really, it’s just an excuse to keep me stuck so I don’t have to face my fears and follow my path.

I know what I want to write, but I’ve been afraid that I will alienate people I know who want to read my writing.

I want this blog to be raw and unfiltered; an unadulterated look into my life in all aspects – long covid, kink, depression, the store, daily life.

I want to reach a wide audience because I feel like I have something important to share and interesting to read. But I’m afraid I’ll be too too for some of you.

I’m a bit extreme in some of my tastes and I don’t want people to think less of me.

However, if I don’t get started at some point, I’ll just drive myself mad. So, here goes nothing.